Blood came out of my vain and I woke up in a bloody afternoon,
it was the state of semi Consciousness and I was rigid.........
Still I saw the droplets,the red droplets,on my hand,on my chest,
and it spread all over my body,
The dying sun was like clotted blood,and I felt thrombosis in my heart,
moments later
it was darkness all over
and my pains were all gone......
I felt the bare cold.
the windy night,unruly storm were whispering continuously.........
I lost my mind.......
and this is how I died...............
I woke up again,
It was still darkness,
I felt liquids and semisolids around me,
is it blood?
I tried to remember .......
I suppose to be died right?
and then I realized
I am in a lady's womb
bloods around me are my new but temporary home......
I was happy,I was eager,
it is again my turn......
and this is how I reborn!!!
Monday, September 27, 2010
Friday, July 2, 2010
***The ultimate realization of a man***
I have heared the voice of almighty
My days are numbered my faith has been decided..
the pale yellow is nothing but the dying sun
is it the voyage of destiny?whispering in my ears--
pack up....you are done......
my dreams are now shattered
My pensive soul carrying my worthless body
and lying continiously,
yet to leave...yet to leave
I remember
it was my dawn
and the sun was a gorgeous bride
I was shinning,smiling like the white orchids in her hand
and was spreading the breeze and light
Then it was midst of the day
in bare foot..on the pitch road I was struggling
the sun was in the upper sky showing its anger
destiny was unknown,but the urge was familier
I did not know then, that I was actually living my life......
then........
I came to know
the wheels of destiny is no more slow.
knocking my door and I am hiding like a coward..
I knew
The storm I suffered through or the hard times I faced
were just the part of serenity
the real serene is yet to come..
But I am addicted to the devinity of the haeaven called earth
How will I leave its temptation and charm
I am no loner
still I have to be alone there..
No thunder will make me shivered
no gaze of silvery moonlight will make me wondered..
the brigde between conciousness and emptyness I have to cross
and then darkness will take over my soul,my thoughts..
and I will fade into oblivion
---
And then one day...
the voice inside me
roared,
echoed....
does every plant grow to tree?
does every bud become flower?
some die in the early dawn
some never see the midday sun
some has the days numbered right from the beginning
some never get chance to feel thunderd shivering
we fear to lose because we gain
think about that bud which dries before its first rain
and gains nothing,not even a single pain
Now I know
I can drink my last peg in pride
and can propose the toast to the health of life I have lived
I can bid my last good bye in joy
because I have enriched my life
with experience
I am mortal but my jorney is immortal....
My days are numbered my faith has been decided..
the pale yellow is nothing but the dying sun
is it the voyage of destiny?whispering in my ears--
pack up....you are done......
my dreams are now shattered
My pensive soul carrying my worthless body
and lying continiously,
yet to leave...yet to leave
I remember
it was my dawn
and the sun was a gorgeous bride
I was shinning,smiling like the white orchids in her hand
and was spreading the breeze and light
Then it was midst of the day
in bare foot..on the pitch road I was struggling
the sun was in the upper sky showing its anger
destiny was unknown,but the urge was familier
I did not know then, that I was actually living my life......
then........
I came to know
the wheels of destiny is no more slow.
knocking my door and I am hiding like a coward..
I knew
The storm I suffered through or the hard times I faced
were just the part of serenity
the real serene is yet to come..
But I am addicted to the devinity of the haeaven called earth
How will I leave its temptation and charm
I am no loner
still I have to be alone there..
No thunder will make me shivered
no gaze of silvery moonlight will make me wondered..
the brigde between conciousness and emptyness I have to cross
and then darkness will take over my soul,my thoughts..
and I will fade into oblivion
---
And then one day...
the voice inside me
roared,
echoed....
does every plant grow to tree?
does every bud become flower?
some die in the early dawn
some never see the midday sun
some has the days numbered right from the beginning
some never get chance to feel thunderd shivering
we fear to lose because we gain
think about that bud which dries before its first rain
and gains nothing,not even a single pain
Now I know
I can drink my last peg in pride
and can propose the toast to the health of life I have lived
I can bid my last good bye in joy
because I have enriched my life
with experience
I am mortal but my jorney is immortal....
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
An enlighted Life---Dr. Krupali Tejura.
life is not just a journey...life means a greater 
cause..a journey to the far distincts where nobody wants to go...where there are enoromous things to enjoy,why shold one go through those pains and deaths??When they are not even known to me??
cause..a journey to the far distincts where nobody wants to go...where there are enoromous things to enjoy,why shold one go through those pains and deaths??When they are not even known to me??You do not know the answer if you are unaware of Dr. Krupali Tejura...one of the brightest enigma of today's young generation...She is the path breaker...making new conventions...she knows the priorities..and thats why she is different...
Different from all doctors ........all women...........all human being............
she has devoted her life to remove cancer from the world............She is a Radiation oncologist...but loves to be known as patient advocate,she is a powerfull writer....a great admirer of sports.....adventuorour....a superb daughter and friend......a successful woman in a little age inspires us....she reminds us the greater causes for which we have born..she teaches us how to live life...divinity and spirituality cannot come by worshiping...for this one need to love people around him...the mother nature,,,and love life...
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My family is my No. 1 reason for coming back," said Tejura, 31. "Being near loved ones ... gives me happiness."
She has returned to the Corona home of her father, Dr. Kanu Tejura, a pediatrician, and mother, Hansa Tejura, a pharmacist.
Tejura is fluent in four languages, a reflection of her family's roots that go back to India. In addition to English and Spanish, she speaks Gujarati, a language of northwest India, and Hindi, the national language of India.
Tejura has traveled 30 times to India and once to Uganda, where her parents lived until they were forced to flee the dictatorship of Idi Amin in 1972.
Her trip to Uganda in 1999 was memorable. "It is one of the most gorgeous countries," she said. "It was joyous and sorrow filled at the same time. You look at the country and realize you could have been born and brought up there."
Her parents gave up a comfortable life and their possessions when they left Uganda with $200 in their pockets to rebuild their careers first in England and then in the United States. "Idi Amin wanted all nonblack people out of the country," Kanu Tejura said. "Everybody left. My parents went to India. We went to England. From there we came here," he said.
Krupali Tejura was born in Detroit, Mich. Her brother, Tapas, 28, also a doctor, was born in Corona. Their father said he moved his practice to Corona in 1978 at the invitation of a friend.
The difficulties of her parents in their new country left an impression on Tejura. Her parents used to walk two or three miles to the store for groceries to save a quarter on bus fare.
The hardships made Tejura determined to earn her own way to college.
"I'd rather get it on my own merit," she said. "I never wanted anything handed to me."
She finished Corona High with a 4.67 grade-point average. There were a few hurdles where she tripped.
She got an "F" on a geometry test. Her teacher, Cynthia Balteria, worked with Tejura and other students on Saturdays and after school to help them improve their grades.
"I remember that group of students," Balteria said. "They wanted to own the subject. They just didn't want to do well on tests."
Balteria said Tejura "was very personable. She had a wonderful rapport with adults."
Tejura played softball at Corona High. "She was not a great athlete but she did her very best out there," said Corona softball coach Jo Ann Byrd. "I remember how bright she was."
Her determination to excel was relentless. For the SAT, she memorized 3,500 words on flash cards in two weeks. "I wanted to get a scholarship," she said.
Her SAT score of 1,450 combined with her GPA earned her a scholarship that covered her tuition, room and board at USC. Her family paid for her to spend her junior year at Harvard.
At USC, she failed an early calculus exam but she put in extra time and finished with an "A." She graduated from USC in 1997 with bachelor's degrees in sociology and biology.
A career in medicine had been her goal since childhood. She told her mother that she would give two teeth to be admitted to UCLA medical school. She received a Phi Beta Kappa scholarship to cover the cost of medical school there.
She has returned to the Corona home of her father, Dr. Kanu Tejura, a pediatrician, and mother, Hansa Tejura, a pharmacist.
Tejura is fluent in four languages, a reflection of her family's roots that go back to India. In addition to English and Spanish, she speaks Gujarati, a language of northwest India, and Hindi, the national language of India.
Tejura has traveled 30 times to India and once to Uganda, where her parents lived until they were forced to flee the dictatorship of Idi Amin in 1972.
Her trip to Uganda in 1999 was memorable. "It is one of the most gorgeous countries," she said. "It was joyous and sorrow filled at the same time. You look at the country and realize you could have been born and brought up there."
Her parents gave up a comfortable life and their possessions when they left Uganda with $200 in their pockets to rebuild their careers first in England and then in the United States. "Idi Amin wanted all nonblack people out of the country," Kanu Tejura said. "Everybody left. My parents went to India. We went to England. From there we came here," he said.
Krupali Tejura was born in Detroit, Mich. Her brother, Tapas, 28, also a doctor, was born in Corona. Their father said he moved his practice to Corona in 1978 at the invitation of a friend.
The difficulties of her parents in their new country left an impression on Tejura. Her parents used to walk two or three miles to the store for groceries to save a quarter on bus fare.
The hardships made Tejura determined to earn her own way to college.
"I'd rather get it on my own merit," she said. "I never wanted anything handed to me."
She finished Corona High with a 4.67 grade-point average. There were a few hurdles where she tripped.
She got an "F" on a geometry test. Her teacher, Cynthia Balteria, worked with Tejura and other students on Saturdays and after school to help them improve their grades.
"I remember that group of students," Balteria said. "They wanted to own the subject. They just didn't want to do well on tests."
Balteria said Tejura "was very personable. She had a wonderful rapport with adults."
Tejura played softball at Corona High. "She was not a great athlete but she did her very best out there," said Corona softball coach Jo Ann Byrd. "I remember how bright she was."
Her determination to excel was relentless. For the SAT, she memorized 3,500 words on flash cards in two weeks. "I wanted to get a scholarship," she said.
Her SAT score of 1,450 combined with her GPA earned her a scholarship that covered her tuition, room and board at USC. Her family paid for her to spend her junior year at Harvard.
At USC, she failed an early calculus exam but she put in extra time and finished with an "A." She graduated from USC in 1997 with bachelor's degrees in sociology and biology.
A career in medicine had been her goal since childhood. She told her mother that she would give two teeth to be admitted to UCLA medical school. She received a Phi Beta Kappa scholarship to cover the cost of medical school there.
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a dreamer and a believer is the true achiver........
we love you Krupali.....keep this possitivity going on..............
we love you Krupali.....keep this possitivity going on..............
follow her on twitter twitter.com/krupali
know more about this great soul in her own words.....
http://www.krupalitejura.com
know more about this great soul in her own words.....
http://www.krupalitejura.com
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Always love insanity and so is the post...
Oh finally I got back here to write something ....actually after writing previous 2 blogs I found that I can write only stupid things and so stopped writing..but who knows kab kaha kaise apko kya mann kare?its 4.17 am of the morning...I m still waking up(roz ka mamla hai dont worry)...
just bumping here and there..and then wished to write on my blog again.this post does not have any topic..just some random thoughts and updates...
there r new things in 2010...making me more insane--
I v become addicted to twitter
started learning php(banghead)
started loving BCET(really omg!!!)
and ofcourse..learnt digesting my roommate's 24hours 'love u boys'call center' (like hi prashant...hey vijay...dont hurt me sumit...love u kundan n blablablaaaaa)
got some new pals
lost some old pals...:(.......(i m not d only 1 who is insane)
and m still trying to control my aggressiveness...
and ya i met my would be in laws and they are great....having good times with bunch of new relationships..
and I v turned 24 on poila baisakh.will upload some pics.and had a great fairwell party in hostel.
ya m leaving hostel..next 6months i ll b pg somewhere and the final 6months inturnship and major project(will head back towards kolkata or can go to delhi)
and this is a random post....hope to right some dipper thoughts soon again...eh I m very bad to express...good day....yawnzzzzz bye
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Meeting the----> mom in law !!! :omfg
Well this is the moment to face her....
Gonna have a lunch with the would b Sasuma......
Will c like me?oww I have the confident that c ll not hate me atleast....nd m nt ssoooo bad in impressing somebody..
after all c is d one who has given birth to my dearest one....
so I am very optimistic to make a good bond with her.And I hope that the urge is also there in the other side. I want to create a gr8 relation with my mom in law so that she treats me as her daughter...I am very excited right now.........
Saas Bahu serials plz take a brake....till then....let me enjoy my first encounter with my sasuri...
I really wana conve
Wish me luck........
:)
rt it to a mom nd daughter lovely relationship!!!!!
Monday, November 2, 2009
heya everybody' as I am very much confused what to write so I m gonna bore u...so read it at ur own risk!
Well let me tell bout my thoughts bout my future plans...career u know....boring na?well U can stop reading yaar...no problem.....
Being an MCA...
a software developer.....
do u think its a matter of joke?do u think i can do it?
do what?
join an IT sector and b their servant?
or a professor to an engineering college to whom students will never give a damn?(as if I care what is being tought in class?)
so i know
i m not gonna do these staffs..
so what r u gonna do baby?why our dimag chaating?
u want a govt. service or do ur own business aand blah blah blah....??!?!?
no no come on guys..... i wana do hatke u know na?
actually I want to write and do some creativity work....no no not a research scholar...but doing works in my own lappy lolllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......pagal hun na?
actually I wana b content writer for any software magazine.. doing researches in my own way.......database,,,linux will certainly be my part of work...and specialization on mobile softwares and os...well I wana invent a new OS 4 mobile phones....that ll b beyond all kind of advantages that today's android nd simbian etc r giving..nd i wna make it OPEN SOURCE...yes yes i m not talking like a professional i know....coz I dont want lots f lots f money...but do something those will satisfy me...do not want a big job...but allow me to show some creativity..I wana serve 4 people who r interested..rather not 4 them who wana make money. thats all I want !!!
I dream a big....I know some will laugh @me... a girl...who doesnt even know what torrent is ...going to make a new OS???
give me a year,,, I m new in this field....but have come here not without any intention..m here to learn...and i v just started.....give me time.............
Thank u 4 wasting ur time in my post!!!
:)
03-11-2009
Well let me tell bout my thoughts bout my future plans...career u know....boring na?well U can stop reading yaar...no problem.....
Being an MCA...
a software developer.....
do u think its a matter of joke?do u think i can do it?
do what?
join an IT sector and b their servant?
or a professor to an engineering college to whom students will never give a damn?(as if I care what is being tought in class?)
so i know
i m not gonna do these staffs..
so what r u gonna do baby?why our dimag chaating?
u want a govt. service or do ur own business aand blah blah blah....??!?!?
no no come on guys..... i wana do hatke u know na?
actually I want to write and do some creativity work....no no not a research scholar...but doing works in my own lappy lolllzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......pagal hun na?
actually I wana b content writer for any software magazine.. doing researches in my own way.......database,,,linux will certainly be my part of work...and specialization on mobile softwares and os...well I wana invent a new OS 4 mobile phones....that ll b beyond all kind of advantages that today's android nd simbian etc r giving..nd i wna make it OPEN SOURCE...yes yes i m not talking like a professional i know....coz I dont want lots f lots f money...but do something those will satisfy me...do not want a big job...but allow me to show some creativity..I wana serve 4 people who r interested..rather not 4 them who wana make money. thats all I want !!!
I dream a big....I know some will laugh @me... a girl...who doesnt even know what torrent is ...going to make a new OS???
give me a year,,, I m new in this field....but have come here not without any intention..m here to learn...and i v just started.....give me time.............
Thank u 4 wasting ur time in my post!!!
:)
03-11-2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
~~~My First post~~~
Hang on people coz m here to ryt my blog...
m here to share things that I think.
that come to my mind...
now on u ppl ll also come to knw wat stupid nd rubbish i think...
i knw no 1 ll read them even...
bt if something that i ryt make u think hatke then do comment nd encourage me....:)
thanx
pritha 01-11-2009
m here to share things that I think.
that come to my mind...
now on u ppl ll also come to knw wat stupid nd rubbish i think...
i knw no 1 ll read them even...
bt if something that i ryt make u think hatke then do comment nd encourage me....:)
thanx
pritha 01-11-2009
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